I haven't been on typepad for so long, it forgot me. I had to sign in again. This rarely happens. And I can only feel a little ... well... blah about it.
I feel like I should miss posting. And I do. I am constanty thinking of things to write about, but since I don't want dooced, I just don't have time. Not that I'd have time at work anymore anyway. Switching to a half hour lunch really impacts the day more than you would htink. I feel like I don't have time to do much of anything. Here's why. A typical day of my life:
6:00 alarm goes off
6:14 turn snooze off second time. wake Ally up and tell her to go to the bathroom. take shower
6:30 get out of shower. tell Ally to get out of bathroom. pick kids clothes out.
6:45 fight with Anya because she doesn’t want to get up and get dressed. Tell Ally to change her underwear for 10th time. get dressed
7:00 feed kids. put contacts in
7:15 out of the driveway to meet bus at the daycare
7:30 put Ally on bus. drop Anya off at daycare. Listen to Anya scream because she wants me to stay and play with her.
4:40 pick Anya up from day care
5:00 pick Ally up from after-care.
5:15 get home and try to make sense of what needs done/put away/washed (Monday – rush to dance. Wednesday – rush to swim lessons)
6:00 throw some food out for the kids
6:45 take food away from kids. They talk too much.
6:50 Wonderful. we have an hour before bedtime. (Crap do they need a bath? half hour)
7:50 vitamins, brush teeth, bathroom, pajamas, story
8:10 yell at kids to stop talking
8:20 get supper for myself
And in order to get enough sleep, I have less than an hour after that for myself. But it's not just for myself. Because Rob and I have to have some time too. And I'm doing lia sophia and some things need done for that too. So, this is the thing that gets pushed to the side. And I constantly think of things that I should be writing down, but for now, it's just not happening. Not that I'm giving up. I'm just not beating myself up for staying away. I'll get back here as much as I can. I still love this. I just have to have time for me too.